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Lost Time Memory

An original IA song by Jin.
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"Why, when you disappeared that day,

When there's no way you'd ever forgive me,

are you laughing and smiling like this now?"




About

A Vocaloid song by Jin (Shizen no TekiP). It is the tenth episode of the Kagerou Project.

"A story burnt into one's eyes."


A story of neverending regrets.

"Today, too, I loved you."



Jin revealed the song name and that it is connected to Kisaragi Shintarou on his twitter. On May 30, 2013, 2:27 AM, the PV was uploaded to Nico Nico Douga. On April 25, 9:19 PM, on the same year, the PV got its millionth view.



Characters Appearing in This Song

The protagonist is Kisaragi Shintarou. This song takes place after Toumei Answer, and so the Shintarou appearing here is mostly after he became a hikikomori NEET. Another Shintarou also appears, this one wearing a black parka instead of his usual red jersey. Ayano also appears several times in flashbacks, talking to Shintarou.


During the first chorus, all members of the Mekakushidan appear, giving each other high fives and linking arms; Shintarou seems to be good friends with all of them.


During the second verse, Ene also appears, but she wears the jersey seen in the Jinzou Enemy PV rather than her usual outfit.


Dark Konoha also appears, and Shintarou is shown preventing him from killing himself.


Once the two Shintarous seem to have died, Azami appears...


Towards the very end, Ayano is shown with red eyes, confirming that she had some kind of eye power. And finally, the Shintarou to whom Ayano gives her muffler also has his eyes turn red, and so it is thought that this Shintarou has obtained powers as well.


Minutiae

The part of the video from 0:39 is labeled as "Route 1", and the part from 1:52 is labeled "Route XX". Also, at 3:37 the background shows the previous footage of the PV being rewound.


Ayano's suicide took place during the summer of her and Shintarou's first year of high school, but when Ayano appears in the PV, she wears her winter uniform from middle school (plus her red muffler).



Video


Nico Nico Douga

【IA】ロスタイムメモリー【オリジナルMV】



Lyrics

数年経っても 影は消えない 感情ばかりが 募って行く

踞って 一人 描いていた

炎天直下 坂道の上 滲んだ僕らが 歩いていた

夏の温度が目に残っていた


suunen tatte mo kage wa kienai kanjou bakka ga tsunotteiku

uzukumatte hitori egaiteita

enten chokka sakamichi no ue nijinda bokura ga aruiteita

natsu no ondo ga me ni nokotteita


「構わないでよ、」 「何処かへ 行ってくれ」

君の手を払った

「行かないよ」

なんて言って君は 僕の手を掴んだ

「五月蠅いな」

僕は ちょっとの先を 振り返ずに歩いた

『本当の心は?』


"kamawanaide yo," "dokka e ittekure"

kimi no te wo haratta

"ikanai yo"

nante itte kimi wa boku no te wo tsukanda

"urusai na"

boku wa chotto no saki wo furikaezu ni aruita

"hontou no kokoro wa?"



「聡明」なんかじゃ 前は向けない 理由が無いから 腐って行く

巻き戻って くれれば良いのにな

何年経っても 僕は死なない 希望論ばかりを 唱えている

当然今日も 君は居ないのにさ


"soumei" nanka ja mae wa mukenai riyuu wa nai kara kusatteiku

makimodottekurereba ii no ni na

nannen tatte mo boku wa shinanai kibouron bakka wo tonaeteiru

touzen kyou mo kimi wa inai no ni sa


「構わない、死ねよ、死ねよ」って 手首を握って、ただ呪って

何も出来ないでただ、のうのうと 人生を貪った

「夏が夢を見せるのなら、君を連れ去る前へ」 なんて

照れ隠しした日々が 空気を照らして 脳裏を焦がしていく


"kamawanai, shine yo, shine yo" tte tekubi wo nigitte, tada norotte

nanimo dekinaide tada, nounou to jinsei wo musabotta

"natsu ga yume wo miserun nara, kimi wo tsuresaru mae e" nante

terekakushishita hibi ga kuuki wo terashite nouri wo kogashiteku


18歳になった少年 また何処かで待っていたんだ

カゲボウシ 滲む姿を思い出して

炎天下に澄んだ校庭 笑っていた君が今日も

「遊ぼうよ」って言って ユラユラ揺れた


juuhassai ni natta shounen mata dokka de matteitan da

kageboushi nijimu sugata wo omoidashite

entenka ni sunda koutei waratteita kimi ga kyou mo

"asobou yo" tte itte yurayura yureta



「心配です」と不器用な顔 隣人なんかには 解んないさ

悲しそうな フリをしないでくれ

朦朧、今日も不自然でいよう 昨日のペースを守っていよう

君の温度を 忘れない様に


"shinpai desu" to bukiyou na kao rinjin nanka nya wakannai sa

kanashisou na furi wo shinaidekure

mourou, kyou mo fushizen de iyou kinou no peesu wo mamotteiyou

kimi no ondo wo wasurenai you ni


叶わない 夢を願うのならいっそ 掠れた 過去を抱いて

覚めない 夢を見よう 当然の様に 閉じ篭って

「それじゃあ、明日も見えないままですよ?」 それならそれで 良いさ

つまらない日々を殺す様に手を染め 『一人』を選ぶから


kanawanai yume wo negau no nara isso kasureta kako wo daite

samenai yume wo miyou touzen no you ni tojikomotte

"sore jaa, asu mo mienai mama desu yo?" sore nara sore de ii sa

tsumaranai hibi wo korosu you ni te wo some "hitori" wo erabu kara


18歳、腐った少年 また今日も祈ってたんだ

色めいた 君の笑顔に しがみついて

炎天下に「どうかいっそ 連れてってくれよ」なんて

呟いて 息を静かに止めた


juuhassai, kusatta shounen mata kyou mo inottetan da

iromeita kimi no egao ni shigamitsuite

entenka ni "dou ka isso tsuretettekure yo" nante

tsubuyaite iki wo shizuka ni tometa


戻らないあの日は痛くて


modoranai ano hi wa itakute


『誰も触れないで』


"daremo furenaide"



「聞こえていますか」と 声が消えた

理由もなんだか解っていた 夏の温度に手を伸ばしていた


"kikoeteimasu ka" to koe ga kieta

riyuu mo nan da ka wakatteita natsu no ondo ni te wo nobashiteita



炎天下、願った少年 「あの頃」に立っていたんだ

夏めく 君の笑顔は 変わらなくて

「死んじゃった。ごめんね」 なんて

「『サヨウナラ』しようか」 なんて

寂しいこと言わないで 往かないで


entenka, negatta shounen "ano koro" ni tatteitan da

natsumeku kimi no egao wa kawaranakute

"shinjatta. gomen ne" nante

"'sayounara' shiyou ka" nante

samishii koto iwanaide ikanaide


カゲボウシが そんな僕を 見つめていたんだ


kageboushi ga sonna boku wo mitsumeteitan da



Related Illustrations

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『目に焼き付いた話』

【目に焼き付いた話】



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Kagerou Project

Kisaragi Shintarou Ayano (Kagerou Project) Ene Dark Konoha Azami (Kagerou Project)


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